2 years

2 years ago today I thought my heart would never mend and my eyes would never dry. Today marks the 2nd anniversary that Dan and I lost our first child. We had only been married less than 5 months and enduring one of the most painful experiences any couple can bear. The days and months following were some of the darkest and most difficult days of my life. The pain is unexplainable and still is hard to deal with some days. I wish I could say my heart has healed and my eyes were now dry but neither is true. Many things have changed since that awful day. We now have our wonderful son Michael and baby #2 is doing wonderful and is due in September. Even with both blessings in our lives (and the countless other blessings we have) there are still days I struggle that my other baby is not with us too. The tears don't come as often and the heartache has changed but I will forever hold my dear baby in my heart.